“WAKE ME UP INSIDE”
In my body I have a master
I bow down when she comes around
In my body I’m a disaster
I break down when you shake the ground, You stare waiting for the transformation in discussed, not wanting it to happen… hoping you can continue to control.
I reach outside of the cage, one hand hoping I can reach for the latch, what a wicked game you play. I long to stand to leave my cage, I want to shred….
I want to love like a woman should
I’ll build you a home when I can.
Taken away from my once self
Give my new body a chance
Patient now it’s all that I have
I fought the world for your acceptance
I tried so very hard to keep you close, you leave still attached, springing back for me to fall. Looking over me, wondering if I was lost yet to leave again. Find me.
You are all I have.
In my broken body I stay.
In my body I fight fire
With the snow, my hell is cold
In my body I have a soft light
Burning low, but too hot to hold. I reach far and beyond wanting to take part of the endless fear, of void.
I’ve become the only thing I hate
Leave this broken body today.
I was hearing words in black and white
Twisted up inside my broken mind
Outstretched dirty hands just like a child
Hungry little fool, crouching, yearning, but you were mine.
You’re all I have. My soul.
Give my new body a chance.
